Can someone tell me plz?

What bothers me so much?
What disturbs me everytime when I'm alone?
What makes me so moody when it happens?
What causes me to be affected so much?

Why do I have to be like this all the time?
Why am I being treated this way?
Why should I lie?
Why has everything changed?

I have the answers...

In my heart...

It's up to me...

To search for it...

Where are you now?

to: someone i know

I found out you were
having a really hard time
about everything;
college and personal life

Don't stress up and release
it by doing the wrong way.
It doesn't work that way..

Please do take care of yourself
Everything's going to work out well.
I might not be good at helping you,
however just to let you know
you'll always have your good friends
around you when you needed them.

I know you can do better though,
or maybe i just don't know you well..
but no matter what..
Good Luck..

Okay...here's the thing...
I seldom join their outings these few weeks
and when it's like week 6 of college,
then I realise something's on..

Looking at their stress and pissed-off face
makes my heart ache..
As a friend, when looking at these situations
really makes me sad..
What happened to those crazy friends
that share almost everything that I know?
Where have they gone to?

It makes me feel like a total loser
where I can't even do anything for them
All I can do is just sit at one side and watch...
Watch things mend by themselves.

There's nothing I can do but to listen
There's nothing I can do but to watch
There's nothing I can do but to keep myself
at one corner and cry.

Love you guys so much....
And I mean it...

Everything has changed...

It isn't going the way it was before...

Will everything go back to how it should be?

Restaurant City...So 'seducive'

I'm waiting for my next class

HS class...

And guess what?

Everyone's bz playing Restaurant City.

All I hear is "I want potato!"

"I want apple! And I'veasked for it since just now."

"I want strawberry!"

"I want bayleaf!"

etc..etc..

So that's the power of Restaurant City..

So possessing n seducing...

HAHA

In a perfect world

One we've never known

We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world

We'll create our own

I may not be brave or strong or smart

But some where in my secret heart

I know

Love will find a way

Any where we go

I'm home

If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I was so afraid

Now I realize

Love is never wrong

And so it never dies

There's a perfect world

Shining in your eyes

And if only they could feel it too

The happiness I feel with you

They'd know

Love will find a way

Any where we go we're home

If we are there together

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

If we are meant to be...

We'll never be apart...

If it's our fate to go through life together...

There's no way we could hide...

I forgot to upload few pic to share with

during out serving yesterday..hehe.

anyway, we learned about fruit carving.

Its' about 7 kinds of fruit..Let me see..

mango, orange, apple, pineappple, kiwi,

honeydew and watermelon.

The plate that I did...Yea..it wasn't really nice but Ms Jasmine complimented

on my sliced apple.. ;)

The plates of fruits done bt Group 4..Yea baby! haha!

The plated fruits made by Chia Chia...Like the colour though...

Jay fell asleep during French class..Poor thing...haha..

And while having Malaysian Studies, Joshua was way too boring and this was what he did..

Cool huh? I dunno..but I think it's cool...He's a good artist...Yea..

Had dinner with Dai Lou and Patrick at Dai Lou's house...

We had 'pei dan sui gao' and maggie mee for dinner..Yea!

This is mine...haha!

See those dumplings?Big huh?

Thanks to you guys for preparing it..haha...well, i did the washing so it's a tie...ok?

Coz I had a bad day

It's really a bad day for me..
I wasn't in my best mood today,
acc, eco, n applied tech with serving
from 2pm - 10.30pm...
yea..it's tiring..that's hotel management
rite now...

The lady today wasn't serving well
And she meant T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E
"It's really not our day," yea, I agreed with you

to:you know who...

I'm sorry to hear that from you.
It must be sad to know that it happened.
It'll be incomplete.
But no matter what, be strong..
I know you are.. ;)
Live life to the fullest.
love u...

A lot of things in my mind...
Need time to release my stress and worried.

Training coming soon...again..
Stress coming up...
Anyway, good luck..

I'm so emo...

Can someone cheer me up?

Just once?