Trusted People, Reveal Yourself

Being sensitive may be annoying, but being neglected is definitely a pain. Imagine that when you wish to share with someone that you trust and hope for word of comfort in return, instead the disappointment stays forever.

Where have all the trusted people gone to?

To Go On Or To Leave It

Why are decisions that hard to make? Why do they have to be a list of choices in one's mind and to create confusion? This is crazy..

I Wish...

It's a wonderful day and I wish and I wish and I wish.... *fingers crossed*

Happy Birthday to me.. <3

Dead Blog Is Never Gonna Rise Up Again..Is It?

3 months of holiday is just making me more likely to be a dead person. Work for a month though. It's not like I don't want to continue but, transportation is one factor, it's difficult especially when you found out that you have to take the work back home and do instead of having a table in the office and submit it on the spot. Yea. I just worked as a part-timer in an accounting firm with my sister and our table has been seated by new trainees. Guess we got no choice right?

To kill my time, I just watch movie, read books, help to set up for dinner and wash dishes, go for a drink or some girl talk with my girlfriends etc etc. Another thing that had been giving me headache was my degree option. Although I have my choice in mind, but I do hope that it's not the wrong choice.

Talking about reading books, I have been following one of Francine Pascal's work, Fearless. It's basically about a girl that was born without the feel of fear named Gaia Moore. Somehow, she inherited it from her lost father. All sorts of test has been put on her, one of them is saving her loved one, Sam Moon.

This series has been published when I was in secondary school. It was an old series so obviously I was a bit too late to catch up. But it's still a nice one.

2011..

There has been a lot of sadness and happiness happening for the past one year. Blog is getting more dead as time goes by...=.=" There isn't any happiness to share or boast about though.

Things hasn't been changing but there are times that makes me wants to go back to the olden days where worries has not yet found me.

Will try to update my dear blog more than seldom..=P

c'est tout..

Bienvenue, 2011 et bonne chance!

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I really cannot think of anything to blog about - except for the story of the Mr. Know-It-All-And-Inconsiderate Manager. He's just getting on my nerves everytime I see him. *ARGH* the thought of him just made me sick of it!

He's just a new manager that had been working there since June, and he liked to do last-minute work, which I really HATE! He has no sense of responsibility and until the last day of my training, I had never heard any of the F&B staff saying how much they liked him. Instead, all I heard were just dislike and how annoying he was.

Even my last day of training, he wouldn't let me finished it with PEACE. Asked me and another trainee, Sam with one F&B staff to distribute flyers on Ramadhan promotion at Giant. Okay, I don't mind doing it. But, he, as a manager wasn't even with us to do it! We were just trainee and yet he just leave us doing it! Leaving us to go out of the hotel and do things on our own WITHOUT any superior's supervision! If anything happened to us, would he be responsible?

Imagined me wearing high heels, and walked around. I didn't just walk around Giant, I walked almost all shop lots around it under the hot sun!(It was 2pm) I didn't even expect him to ask me to do it on the last day or Ramadhan. I'm sorry to say this, but I wonder where was his brain. Please, who would want to eat outside when it's the last day of Ramadhan even if it's a cheaper price?

Fine. I let it go. Then came another stupid idea of his, on the same day. He asked me and Sam to design wordings for the restaurant and staff canteen. ARGH! This really got on our nerves. Raya was already the next day and he only asked us to do it the day before. He left so much work for me to do and everything was last minute! How smart he was! We didn't care and we just did whatever we could. Honestly, it was ugly!

I almost argued with him because he scolded me for nothing! I just didn't like it when he accused me for nothing, accused me when he's just being lazy for not doing his job as a manager! My explanation just didn't get into his ears and brain. Lucky my supervisor was there to help me out and prove that what I had said was true. I wonder, was it because he didn't understand my English or his brain wasn't at the right place? Honestly, he never even taught me anything and all he knew was just ordering me doing this and that. Even making his every-morning coffee became my job! Okay, I can accept this though.

Because of him, everyday I wished the time would just reach 5pm in a blink. I wished he wouldn't be in his room and get out of my sight. I wished he would just let me do my work in peace. I was already ready to 'fight' with him if he wrote something wrong in my appraisal. Not that he had to write everything good about me, but something that it's not right.

He as a manager didn't even know how to motivate his own staff. How was he going to survive? Front Office Assistant Manager was just a b****! Treated only manager and not manageress good. Not even her staff. Once in a while I should say. I never greeted her because I wasn't like her, a hypocrite. I didn't see why I should respect her when she didn't. It made me feel no pride. I'm not her dog, nor her maid.

Okay, I guess I feel much better now..=.="