What would life be without you?

C-H-A-N-G-E

2011-12-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ~Anatole France

No matter what changes they are, it's something that no one can avoid or ignore. It is something that happen in everyone's life. Some people, somehow has to be the one with Tolerance as their middle name.

It's amazing when the surrounding people tend to change; be it good or bad. It's like a culture shock because they tend to do something they never did. For possession, they are willing to do anything; in a good or bad way. But still, it doesn't matter.

Lose In A Battle

2011-09-06T18:03:00.003+08:00

She was never this sad, she was never this down. But lost in a battle would really made her day a bad one. It was a battle like forever. And so, she was left alone in the dessert. Remembering how she lost, how she was defeated. But.. was it even a battle? Or she just surrendered herself...

Only she alone knew the procedure....

Life Goes On

2011-09-05T02:45:00.002+08:00

People keep telling or saying that no matter what happens, life still has to go on. BUT they have seem to forget about some point here. Some people just do not know how to go on. In short, they are lack of guidance. some people needs love and care from they surrounding people. However, they just do not know how to speak up and voice out their wish. Moreover, who would want to bother when they have their own problem too?

Which is why some people just prefer to keep quiet and let it burst inside them...

Where Am I?

2011-07-31T18:57:00.002+08:00

I supposed by now, I should've known where I stand. No point exhausting myself, it's useless to be calculative over small matter because I truly understand my position.

Was It My Fault?

2011-07-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

Great disappointment is filling up my soul. It's so unbelievable. Then again, was it my fault that all this happened? I wasn't good in saving awkward situation, but you know better what would happen yet you let it be. Sometimes, there are things that it's best kept in silence.

Trusted People, Reveal Yourself

2011-07-23T12:16:00.003+08:00

Being sensitive may be annoying, but being neglected is definitely a pain. Imagine that when you wish to share with someone that you trust and hope for word of comfort in return, instead the disappointment stays forever.

Where have all the trusted people gone to?

To Go On Or To Leave It

2011-07-12T07:20:00.002+08:00

Why are decisions that hard to make? Why do they have to be a list of choices in one's mind and to create confusion? This is crazy..

I Wish...

2011-06-24T23:38:00.001+08:00

It's a wonderful day and I wish and I wish and I wish.... *fingers crossed*

Happy Birthday to me.. <3

Dead Blog Is Never Gonna Rise Up Again..Is It?

2011-06-20T19:52:00.004+08:00

3 months of holiday is just making me more likely to be a dead person. Work for a month though. It's not like I don't want to continue but, transportation is one factor, it's difficult especially when you found out that you have to take the work back home and do instead of having a table in the office and submit it on the spot. Yea. I just worked as a part-timer in an accounting firm with my sister and our table has been seated by new trainees. Guess we got no choice right?

To kill my time, I just watch movie, read books, help to set up for dinner and wash dishes, go for a drink or some girl talk with my girlfriends etc etc. Another thing that had been giving me headache was my degree option. Although I have my choice in mind, but I do hope that it's not the wrong choice.

Talking about reading books, I have been following one of Francine Pascal's work, Fearless. It's basically about a girl that was born without the feel of fear named Gaia Moore. Somehow, she inherited it from her lost father. All sorts of test has been put on her, one of them is saving her loved one, Sam Moon.

This series has been published when I was in secondary school. It was an old series so obviously I was a bit too late to catch up. But it's still a nice one.

2011..

2011-02-17T21:39:00.003+08:00

There has been a lot of sadness and happiness happening for the past one year. Blog is getting more dead as time goes by...=.=" There isn't any happiness to share or boast about though.

Things hasn't been changing but there are times that makes me wants to go back to the olden days where worries has not yet found me.

Will try to update my dear blog more than seldom..=P

c'est tout..

Bienvenue, 2011 et bonne chance!

=.="""""

2010-09-28T15:26:00.004+08:00

I really cannot think of anything to blog about - except for the story of the Mr. Know-It-All-And-Inconsiderate Manager. He's just getting on my nerves everytime I see him. *ARGH* the thought of him just made me sick of it!

He's just a new manager that had been working there since June, and he liked to do last-minute work, which I really HATE! He has no sense of responsibility and until the last day of my training, I had never heard any of the F&B staff saying how much they liked him. Instead, all I heard were just dislike and how annoying he was.

Even my last day of training, he wouldn't let me finished it with PEACE. Asked me and another trainee, Sam with one F&B staff to distribute flyers on Ramadhan promotion at Giant. Okay, I don't mind doing it. But, he, as a manager wasn't even with us to do it! We were just trainee and yet he just leave us doing it! Leaving us to go out of the hotel and do things on our own WITHOUT any superior's supervision! If anything happened to us, would he be responsible?

Imagined me wearing high heels, and walked around. I didn't just walk around Giant, I walked almost all shop lots around it under the hot sun!(It was 2pm) I didn't even expect him to ask me to do it on the last day or Ramadhan. I'm sorry to say this, but I wonder where was his brain. Please, who would want to eat outside when it's the last day of Ramadhan even if it's a cheaper price?

Fine. I let it go. Then came another stupid idea of his, on the same day. He asked me and Sam to design wordings for the restaurant and staff canteen. ARGH! This really got on our nerves. Raya was already the next day and he only asked us to do it the day before. He left so much work for me to do and everything was last minute! How smart he was! We didn't care and we just did whatever we could. Honestly, it was ugly!

I almost argued with him because he scolded me for nothing! I just didn't like it when he accused me for nothing, accused me when he's just being lazy for not doing his job as a manager! My explanation just didn't get into his ears and brain. Lucky my supervisor was there to help me out and prove that what I had said was true. I wonder, was it because he didn't understand my English or his brain wasn't at the right place? Honestly, he never even taught me anything and all he knew was just ordering me doing this and that. Even making his every-morning coffee became my job! Okay, I can accept this though.

Because of him, everyday I wished the time would just reach 5pm in a blink. I wished he wouldn't be in his room and get out of my sight. I wished he would just let me do my work in peace. I was already ready to 'fight' with him if he wrote something wrong in my appraisal. Not that he had to write everything good about me, but something that it's not right.

He as a manager didn't even know how to motivate his own staff. How was he going to survive? Front Office Assistant Manager was just a b****! Treated only manager and not manageress good. Not even her staff. Once in a while I should say. I never greeted her because I wasn't like her, a hypocrite. I didn't see why I should respect her when she didn't. It made me feel no pride. I'm not her dog, nor her maid.

Okay, I guess I feel much better now..=.="

CHAK

2010-07-17T11:12:00.003+08:00

SOMEONE had just spammed my chat box and complained that I hadn't been updating my blog. Well, I seriously had no idea what to blog about. I'm not a full-time blogger or even a part-time blogger. =.=" (joking joking =P)

Anyway, everyone in BDH 34 will be having their training and so am I. My next destination? my own hometown. Yes, that's right. In Sandakan. Mum's been complaining that I SHOULD NOT and MUST NOT and NEVER again to choose anywhere near the water. So basically, no more islands for me this time. So, I just had to choose somewhere ON GROUND which led me to choose Sabah Hotel.

It's now pounding so fast to think that my training is gonna start soon. Real soon, I mean. Well, my darling Yen Wei has already gone through her training a week earlier due to the request from her hotel (Smart.. =.=")

It's been 4 days since the day I arrived and I feel so useless for sleeping most of the time. Well, I went out for tea time with two of my friends and we talked quite a lot of stuff; everything that we have missed and not updated. so basically it's more likely to be gossip time.

I don't really enjoy flying for almost 3 hours on a plane to Sandakan. It hurt my backbone and neck. Expecially when you are sitting at almost the 'tail' of the plane. You just feel like vomitting. *urgh*

Time to wish for something *wink*

~I wish that my training this time would be a meaningful one (pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease)

~I hope time would pass very quickly but useful at the same time. =)

Everyone, wish you all the best and see you in 3 months time...*wink* *xoxo*

I hope that my blog is raising from 'death' now...

Although it's just ONE post..=.="

What should I blog about?

2010-04-09T11:23:00.003+08:00

What more..Diploma has officially ended and who's continuing and who's not..Not so sure... But one thing for sure; I'll miss each and everyone. All the times that I had with them is just too precious to be priced.

For 2 years I've been with this bunch of crazy and siao siao people in group 4. We were strangers to each other for the first day in class, and after weeks classes, we became close and after months of it, the 'true' colours in everyone had been revealed.=P

There were laughters, sadness, tears and even argument but we stay as one. We worked as a team and it's the best thing that I liked the most about us being together. I can never have such good group. Group 4 is always the best in my heart..=)

We were just like a big family tree. We had grandparents, parents and kids, relatives. People looked at us with frowning faces as they heard us calling "grandpa! daddy! mama!" But we enjoyed it, didn't we?

We had all sorts of names given; Soul Suckers, The Batangs, Blonde etc etc. all funny names but we acknowledged them, proves how sporting we were...Which was why we were fated to be in a group. =)

Love you guys so much. Not going to forget each other, will we? Hope so.....

What a day.....

2010-02-14T20:42:00.003+08:00

MY GREAT APOLOGY for not updating my blog. Really feeling lazy and I don't know what to blog about. Let's see. First day of CNY was all about staring at the desktop (dad bought for 二姐), listening to mum and 大姐 chit chatting, listening to music (as always) and at last seeing 大姐 fell asleep. =.= That's what basically I did for today.

Finals is just around the corner and my preparation is simply not enough. Gosh. How I wish I could turn back the time. Lately, there has been a lot of problems popping out. I don't blame them for popping out but why now? It's so frustrating.

How I wish I could just close my eyes and the next thing I know, everything would be different. Everything would be what I've always wanted. But...I won't be so fortunate right??

Happy Chinese New Year...

Happy Valentine's Day...

To you...

Yes, you...

New Year, New Target, New Resolution

2010-01-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

Another new year has come and everything starts all over again; college, lifestyle, routine etc etc. I managed to meet up with some old friends before they leave for further studies. One of my besties, Nicole has left for KDU yesterday and she's doing fine. Hope she will. =) It'll be her first day at college tomorrow. Good luck, mate!

As time goes by, fear in me gets worst. Everything just scares me off. Whatever I think of, the consequences that I will think have to be a negative one. I can't help it. I'm being such a coward since don't know when. How pessimistic. One thing for sure I know. I'm lack of confidence. I'm afraid to face the situation because I'm a coward. I'm afraid to go through it because I don't have confidence inside me. My future is in my hand. I handle it fully. Which is why it scares me off because I don't know what will my future be. No one knows. How will my road of journey in front be? Is it as perfect as a newly-made highway? Or will it be a crooked, creepy and steeply road with holes and trees all over, making me difficult to continue my journey? Honestly, I don't know.

When I'm into something, something in my heart just stop me. I will lose focus on it. This is not right. This shouldn't be the way. In just a blink, it's already 7th January 2010. A week has gone. Fear has increased double, heartbeat pounds faster as ever. What am I supposed to do to stop all this fear and worries? Possibly, anyone that I can turn to? All these fears are unspeakable. I don't know what they are. They are just disturbing my mind and soul and not telling me who they are. This is a total insane. What is my destiny trying to tell me? I don't know...

Road of life is never easy to walk. That's why it's called "Life". It's a journey, with obstacles everywhere. So suspicious that you can't see them until you reach closer to them. Until a period of time, your destiny is in front, waiting for you to come and meet them. Good? Or bad? No idea.

Things been running in my mind for quite some time. Now, I know what I should be doing, what I should be thinking, what I should go after first and after that, what is the important thing in life and after that. To overcome my fear, I should face it. To make my heart beats normally, I should relax my mind and not think it the hard way. To do things I want to do, I should build up my confidence and plan for it.

New year, new target, new resolution. Will see if this is a good year for me. (It doesn't turn out good for me in 2009 - well, all the years are never really good years for me though)

If You are listening and watching over, You know what I've always wanted...

Happy New Year

Quote of the day...For You

2009-11-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

To: Someone I know...

Be strong

Till the end

No one can ever let you down..

except yourself.

You deserve better than that..

Life has to go on even how down are you.

Just to let you know that..

I'll always be there for you -

no matter what.

Someone has to stop somewhere.

To my dearest friend.....

2009-11-08T14:15:00.004+08:00

On the 8th of November 1990

a baby girl was born

and she was named....

Nicolette J. Nierras

A friend that I've known for almost 9 years and it's her big day today. Called her at 12:32am when I was having supper with my mates after our event. She haven't slept yet and maybe she was waiting for my call. :P We talked for quite awhile and it reminded me of our school time. How I wish that time would turn back to the olden days.

She was one of my best-est amie and even until now, we still keep in touch with each other. Whenever I go back, I would call her out for lunch or dinner or have a drink at our usual place.

Instead of counting candles,

Or tallying the years,

Contemplate your blessings now,

As your birthday nears.

Consider special people

Who love you, and who care,

And others who’ve enriched your life

Just by being there.

Think about the memories

Passing years can never mar,

Experiences great and small

That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,

So cut your cake, and say,

"Instead of counting birthdays,

I count blessings every day!"

-by Joanna Fuchs-

Speaking of it, our event was considered to be a successful one. Although there's some technical problems, but still we managed to pull it through. I'm glad that it's all over now. Only for the time being.

I Thought....

2009-11-04T18:09:00.006+08:00

I thought...that you wanted to see me so badly
I thought...that you were happy spending time with me
I thought...that you enjoyed doing things with me
I thought...that you enjoyed walking with me

I thought...that you missed me
I thought...that we were both happy to be there for each other
I thought...that we had fun together
I thought...that we were meant to be

I thought...that we had fallen for each other under the same sky
I thought...that we had become one of them
I thought...that I had the feel again
I thought...that things would go the way it should be

But now I know...that whatever I've thought...it's just a thought...
It's not real..or perhaps, it's never real...

It came back....

2009-11-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

It came back..again.

I miss it very much.

I don't ask for much.

Just some time before it ends.

Forever.

2009-10-27T16:36:00.002+08:00

So this is it. I'm done with it.
Everything about you, I wouldn't want to care.
Although deep down in me, I still wanted to.
But I supposed you don't need it from me anymore.
You made me realised that it's not worth it.
Thanks to you, I have a new goal.
Thanks to you, I know what exactly I want in life.
Thanks to you, I know how to say 'no' when it's necessary.

Maybe you never realised
that I've done more things
for you than you and I expected
without complaining.
Maybe you never realised how hard
it is for me to overcome all this.
Thanks to someone, I'm awake.
For once and for all, that's the first and the last time
I would drop my tears over you.
You don't worth my tears.
And I had no idea why it happened.

I have to fix it... =)

Welcome back, dear brother!

2009-10-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

After a year plus I haven't seen him, he's finally back! Last saturday, I was at Mid Valley's MPH with Dai Lou and when I called my mum asking whether I could buy the book that I wanted, she suddenly mentioned " Hey, you know Jeremiah's in KL now?" I'm like "Really?" I knew he was going back to Sandakan on the 21st but I didn't know that he was going to stay in KL for 4 days! I quickly called him and he was complaining how long he had to wait for his room to be ready and bla bla bla. Poor thing.

So after that, I planned to mmet him up and he said " I want to go to Mid Valley" =.=" So in the end, I went to Mid Valley AGAIN the next day.

I met him up at around 2 and I almost couldn't recognise him because he's GAINED WEIGHT! He kept asking me " Celestine, I really gain weight d?" "Yes, yes, yes. You've gained weight d la. Loss some weight la you." The girlfriend said he said he would do, but in the end he just talk big only. :D

Anyway, after that we went to Shogun in Sunway for dinner. So, I called up my other cousin to see whether he could join us or not since he couldn't join us at Mid Valley.

When we were eating, we talked about our childhood stories where we used to play 老鹰抓小鸡

at our grandma's house because we used to visit our grandma every Friday. There were 8 of us and the house would be so noisy. It's really fun. Kinda miss those times.

I used to sleep over at his house every Saturday after church. I still remembered the night when he sang "My Way", he sang so loud that he even asked me a stupid question "Do you think our neighbours would hear me?" I laughed like mad and his mum, also my godmother came into the room and frowned at us. She too thought that her son was crazy after listening to him singing - I recorded it without him knowing. :P

He used to fetch me up from school if my mum was busy with her extra classes. So, we would go for lunch or I would hang out at his house. He's the only cousin I could hang out with because he's the only one left in Sandakan. Well, there were one or two but they were busy working so I seldom spend time with them unless it's Friday. :)

This is my plate. Miss them so much!!Muacks!

Miah's mooncake. They're so cute..heehee.

My bros: Alvin(left) and Miah (right)

You really have to loss weight la miah...

So that's the end of our meeting. Thought of meeting him today for dinner but I couldn't make it. Gonna miss you miah. Will find some time to get crazy at your house with salie and tung tung ok? :)

2009-10-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

I come across this interesting stories of the Chinese Mid Autumn Festival or Mooncake Festival. It's about how this festival was first celebrated...

Chang'e and Hou Yi

Long long ago, there were 10 suns on the sky. They burnt all the plants on the earth. People were dying.

One day, a hero whose name was Hou Yi used his bow and arrows to shoot down nine of them. All the people on the earth were saved.

One day, the queen of heaven gave Hou Yi a bottle elixir which could make Hou Yi become an immortal but the elixir was only efficacious for one person. Hou Yi did want to become an immortal but he wanted to stay with her beautiful wife Chang'e more, so he didn't drink the elixir and asked his wife Chang'e to keep it for him.

Hou Yi was becoming more and more famous after he shot down the nine suns and more and more men wanted Hou Yi to be their master. Most of them were accepted by Hou Yi.

Not every student of Hou Yi had good morality. Feng Meng, one of his students, wanted to seize his elixir. One day, Hou Yi went hunting with his students but Feng Meng pretended to be ill and stay at home. When making sure Hou Yi had gone he went to Hou Yi's house and tried to force Chang'e to give him the elixir. Chang'e knew she couldn't defeat Feng Meng so she drank the elixir immediately. The elixir made her become an immortal and fly higher and higher. Finally, she stopped on the moon.

From then on, people often pray Chang'e for fortune and safety. Especially on the Mid-Autumn Festival they prepared lots of foods for Chang'e.

The Jade Rabbit

One day, three immortals who were living in the heaven came to the earth. They asked a fox, a monkey and a rabbit to find some food for them respectively. The fox and the monkey both found something for the three immortals while the rabbit got nothing. The rabbit felt very sorry for the three immortals. Finally, he jumped into the fire and said to the three immortals "eat me, please!" the three immortal were deep moved by the rabbit. They decided to entitle the rabbit a reputation of "Jade Rabbit" and let him accompany Chang'e in the Moon Palace.

Other Moon Festival Legends

According to another legend, on this day the "Man in the Moon" was spotted at an inn, carrying a writing tablet. When questioned, he said he was recording the names of all the happy couples who were fated to marry and live happily forever after.

Accordingly, just as June is the traditional month for exchanging nuptials in the west, many Chinese weddings are held during the eighth lunar month, with the fifteenth day being the most popular.

Just thought of sharing the history of it. :/ because they remind me of something... :P

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

EVERYONE!!!!

Busy..Busy...Busy...

2009-09-21T15:13:00.008+08:00

Been so busy these few days of Raya; helping aunt for Raya preparation, beraya-ing at my friend's house, Amanda and last but not least, packing luggage. That's right. I'm leaving tomorrow.

Time is passing so fast but I manage to catch up with my friends. :) Had BBQ and steamboat, which Jie couldn't join in. Well, obviously she merajuk-ed because we had it without her in. But we'll have it again in December when all of us are going to be back for another Christmas gathering. YAY!!

Steamboat at home. Jie... we'll do one again in December, okay??
Don't merajuk ah... :(
hehe....

Went for a night out with the girls and we went to The Mark's Lodge for dinner; Amanda, Chang, Nicolette and Sharon.

The food that we ordered. Quite appetising huh? haha.

Had some crazy photos and we talked about our secondary school times, where we always made history in school; the noisest class and so forth. Naughty students. :P. We really lost contact with most of them - maybe we are still in contact with half of the class but not sure.

The Ex-Cecilians

Went for Raya at my aunt's house and it's so packed! 200-300 people were invited, according to Cindy jie jie. WOO!!! Anyway, managed to have a photo with her.

Me, Cindy jie jie and Lui

Me and my godmother, Aunty Adele

Had photos of mum doing crazy faces as well, but hmm...not going to post it..haha!!! So that's all folks. My friends in KL, see you tomorrow - or maybe the day after tomorrow and we shall start studying again. Awh! My friends in Sandakan, we shall meet again when we meet again. ;) I'll see you guys in December. Love you. M-U-A-H-H!!!

What Inspires Me To Go On

2009-09-18T17:28:00.014+08:00

Few weeks ago, Sharon showed me a video called "Song From A Secret Garden" but it wasn't played by Secret Garden, instead it was played by the winner of Eurovision Song Contest, Alexander Rybak. I didn't notice how talented he was until I watch his performance in the show "I Kveld", a Norwegian show. Yes, he's a Norwegian.

He composed his own song for the contest, Fairytale and it's now out for sale. Apparently, I doubt that they are selling it here in Malaysia. Well, I could still update myself about his music in Youtube though. *grin*

Frankly speaking, he's so talented and I guess it wasn't easy to compete in that contest because it involved all the Europe countries; Iceland, Greece, Turkey, Russia, Spain, Azerbaijan, Finland etc etc. All I could say about Alexander's performance was "fantastic".

The moment I watched him, he made me realised that I shouldn't have stopped. In fact, I should continue although it may not be a fast progression. But someone once told me that "nothing will be achieved by standing still, but there'll be a big accomplishment even with small moves. " I may not be great or smart, but I supposed if I'm willing to continue and with hardwork, there wouldn't be a problem for me to succeed. Just like him. See, he's now well-known for his achievement in the whole world - maybe not exactly the whole world and that's for sure because he had been trained since he was 10 by his parents who are both professional musicians. It runs in his blood which explains where he is standing now.

He inspires me to learn violin. I once thought that I wanted to learn violin and flute. I should polish up my skills so that it won't be wasted, my parents money won't be wasted.

Everytime when I got back here, I would at least touch the piano although I don't play it fluently. However, by touching it, even by playing a simple song, it makes my hands to play smoother than it was before. I'm still thinking of a place that I could just play the notes...to release stress.

Alexander Rybak
The one who inspires me..

He sings as well...
which inspires me more...
:)

A new life to begin with...

The Girl In The Mirror

2009-09-17T22:10:00.003+08:00

There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily

'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do

If I could
I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily

'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do

I can't believe it's what I see
That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is me
I can't believe what I see
(The girl in my mirror)
The girl in my mirror is me
Ohh...is me

'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonigh
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do

I don't know myself anymore

Who shall be blamed?

Redang Life 2

2009-09-17T00:09:00.012+08:00

Yen Wei and I finished our training 3 days earlier so we decided to have lots of fun before going back to KL. Or else, it would be meaningless and it's as if we'd never been to Redang before. Hehe..

So on the 5th of September, Yen Wei's sister and aunt came to Redang so we went to the resort to pay them a visit. Then that night, we went to Long Beach.

We and Yen Wei's aunt and sister
Photographer: Henry Lai (which was why he wasn't in)

All of us

More More Tea Inn
(Mo Mo Cha)

Us with the chef
From left: Chef Faizal, Chef Azahar
Back: Chef Asri

All of us jumping. Erm..Star jump? Is that what it's called?

Our dinner with Chef Fendy, Mr. Rizal (RD Manager) and Chef Faizal.

Gonna miss you...Sea..

The next day, we went for snorkelling! Honestly, we really tried to have all the funs. We went out at around 9:30 am and returned to the resort at 1:00 pm. Tiring but exciting and fun.

Yen Wei and me

Well, didnt' really get much pictures from their FB. But it was real fun - although we kind of erm...seasick... But we still enjoyed. :) I saw Nemo and his friends and they were beautiful. I used to say that I regretted coming to Redang for training. But I guess I have to take back my words now - because it really created memorable experiences for me. Thanks to my FOA manager, Ms Christine (thanks for the dinner as well.hehe), RD Manager and the chefs for all the experiences that has been given to me. Gonna miss it a lot..

2009-09-14T16:02:00.015+08:00

Last Saturday, me and my sis went to my ex-music school's Music Festival IV. I missed those moment when I used to be up on stage with my bandmates 2 years ago. But we didn't manage to take pictures and we left early. So after that we went for dinner at KFC. And after that we went to Vedablu for dessert. Yeah....

My Vanilla Classic ice cream..Yummmy~

Cooling Flower Tea

My sis, Ah How and his friend, Jia Wei...

Yesterday, I went out with my family for breakfast. Then we sent my sis for dancing class and then me and my mum went to buy gift for her colleague's baby. We went to a new shop called Baby Kawaii. The things inside..oh my gosh...they're so cute!!!

Shoes for baby girls

Colourful shoes. See those behind?? Cute right? Right?

Shoes-like socks for the new-born babies

Socks. I like the way they wrap it...It's just so cute!

Dress! I like this one... :)

I couldn't take photos of the whole shop. The things were just too cute. The little bathtubs, toys, napkins, etc etc. Oh my god.. They reminded me of my cousin, Justin and niece, Yasmin. Yasmin would look real cute on them.

Yasmin

Justin (but you're a grown-up boy now) *wink*

Cute little kids....
:)

And then I went out with my girls for a drink and mum invited them for BBQ. Jie 'merajuk' because she couldn't join us...Awh.... :(

Nothing special actually... But I enjoyed eating like this.
Family gathering, right? Except jie wasn't there with us... :(

Redang Life

2009-09-12T14:51:00.017+08:00

First of all, I would like to thank my dear, Li Fah for uploading the photos that we've taken when we're at Long Beach. Thank you, dear. So we started out journey to Long Beach at around 7 pm because we jungle-trek there. Cool, huh? Well, it wasn't my idea because at first we planned to go with my gang (yen wei, yew, henry, eunice and michelle) but yen wei said she wanted to go a day earlier with her sis and aunt so they divided into two groups. I eventually joined both groups! *wide grin*

Anyway, there were 7 of us including myself and so here we go! Jungle trekking began......

It was all 7 of us walking together and then in the end, it would end up only the four of us, Li Fah, Peng, Phil and me. The other 3, Chin, Poh, and Kelvin were walking very fast. Excuse me, it's my first time and it's so damn dark. How did you expect me to walk fast? :(

After all the sweats and walking up and down the hills, finally we reached Long Beach at around 8 something. Whoo! What a night. Haha...

So we had our dinner, but we ordered drinks first because we were damn thirsty! After that, Li Fah said she wanted to go to 'More More Tea Inn' and bought some souvenirs. So we went with Peng and Phil. Eventually, we had already gone our own way. Chin, Poh and Kelvin went to somewhere else. We were playing around, looking for some funny pants for Peng. It was really fun. After that I said to Li Fah "Hey, Li Fah. Let's take pictures!" And so we did.....

Me and Li Fah (gonna miss you so much)

Crazy Peng, the Dive Instructor.

Me and Phil

Phil and Peng with their crazy post.

Phil and Peng as Jack Sparrow and Davy Jones..

Phil made my name with the torch.

This was what they planned to write. *GRHHH*

Then Phil reminded me that I wanted to do a tattoo! AND YES!! I DID IT!! YUHOO!!! So we went to his friend's stall and did one.

Guess which one is mine... hehe...

After all the photo sessions, we went and meet up with the other 3 guys. We talked and walked for a while and it's already 11 pm. So we jungle - trekked back. By the time we reached the Private Beach, it's already 11 pm plus. Phil wanted to swim at the sea as he was feeling hot. So were we. But we didn't go into the sea. I would just cool my legs at the sea.

Our last photo of the day...

Well, we finished at around 12 am plus. Then we walked back and had a drink at the only restaurant that's opened, Asmadi. That's where we usually had our dinner because that's the only restaurant that's opened during puasa month. We had to walk all the way from our quarters to Asmadi which took us about 15 minutes walk.

We reached quarters at about 1 am plus, had our shower and I started to pack some of my stuff. I couldn't believe that I didn't have much time to have fun. Which was why Yen Wei and I went for snorkelling and we swam as often as possible - which made us tan a little. :/

I can't upload the photos that I have with my gang because those photos are not with me. I shall upload them as soon as possible. *wink*

Thanks to Li Fah for all the fun we have together,
Thanks to Peng for all the lame jokes and laughter you have given,
Thanks to Poh for my first snorkelling trip,
Thanks to Chin for the ride to Asmadi,
And thanks to Phil for being a tour guide.

Miss you guys....

Chef Of The Day

2009-09-11T21:53:00.014+08:00

Okay... I guess I should keep my promise right? So my promise to my family was to cook dinner for them - and I did! Just some dish that I've learned in Redang. Don't expect them to be presentable and as perfect as my chef did. At least, it's edible.. *wink*

Baked lamb, sauteed vege and mashed potatoes

This was the first meal that I cooked for my family. Lui and dad quite liked the mashed potatoes. "Not oily" dad said. It's actually made due to Lui's request. She likes it though.

Jie, I'm sure you know who she's trying to imitate..HAHA

We (mum, Lui, How and me) had a great laugh after dinner. I'm glad we enjoyed the dinner although it's simple..

And.........

There's something that I've been longing to do and at last I've done it!

My lovely tattoo.... See that? :)
Thanks to Phil for bringing me to do it. *wink*

I miss everything about you...

Things I Wanted To Say...

2009-09-09T15:43:00.005+08:00

You made me wanted to cry as well when I found out that you cried the time I left. I'm so gonna miss you, the times we had, the jungle trekking we had, the last dinner we had at Long Beach (crazy night though), and the tattoo we did together (wish I could show them the picture now :/) - I'm gonna miss that... See you and take care alright?

Both of you are two of the craziest person I've met in Redang. I enjoyed your companies although we only knew one another in August. Thank you for everything and I enjoyed the night before I left - jungle trekking. *wink*

I never thought we would become friends. Thanks for the nights we spent together and I appreciated it. Thanks for being the tour guide during our jungle trekking. (hehe) I agreed that you said we only knew each other for a short period. I enjoyed watching movies with you, although it's only 2 movies. We could still keep in touch though. Miss you too. Will try my best to go back Redang. ;)

That's the first night that we actually sat down and chatted for so long after 10 weeks. :) Well, all I have to say is you're such a good person. It's comfortable enough to talk to you. You're really caring and I've never regretted in meeting you. Thanks for inviting me back to Redang, but I'll have to see my schedule. :)

P/S: Will update on the photos in Redang soon....
You know who you are...

2009-09-08T17:19:00.003+08:00

After 10 weeks,

she finally made it to the end.

And now...

SHE'S BACK!!!

She cried desperately to come back,

But now...

She's gonna miss there...

All the memories that she had,

it's all gonna be kept inside her heart.

Love them and miss them so much...

Time passes so fast..

Everything that has happened,

happened in just a blink,

I'm gonna miss it.

One Very Unlucky Phone Conversation

2009-08-27T11:04:00.013+08:00

These few days I was asked to work 12-8pm shift due to the muslims for buka puasa-ing. So apparently, the whole FO department there's only 4 persons who aren't puasa-ing. So two persons handle baggy and two persons handle front desk. It's already 8pm so I said to my manager "Ms. Christine, I go back first ah," then she said "Okok, but help me handle this guest first," So I said fine. When I was handling them, the phone rang. And the conversation went....

Me:Salam sejahtera, reception.

'Sam pat' guest: Halo! ok! Dengar sini a! Lu tau ini bilik nombo apa a?!

(Looking at the phone)

Me:288? (two eight eight?)

'Sam pat' guest: 288?! (DUA LAPAN LAPAN?!)

(Look again)

Me: O. Sorry sir. 208 (two 'o' eight)

'Sam pat' guest: Ha! Kamu tau bilik ini apa masalah a?

(bubbles going up from my head)

Me: I'm sorry sir. I don't know.

'Sam pat' guest: (sighing) Saya tidak mau ulang begitu banyak kali! Jangan buat saya puta sana sini bolehka? Saya suda bagitau banyak kali sama tak tau berapa olang suda o! saya tidak mau ulang banyak kali o! Dengar a! Saya punya bilik dari pagi tak ada olang cuci! Tandas tak ada olang cuci! Itu sampah tak ada olang angkat! Mana sudah itu olang cuci?! Suda lali a?!

(So blur but still have to handle first)

Me: Sorry sir, I'll ask the housekeeper to clean it for you. (Cannot change language already -_-")

'Sam pat' guest: Kamu jangan cakap cakap itu english sama saya. Saya punya english tak belapa bagus punya a!

Me: O. Okay. Jadi bilik encik sudah satu hari tak cuci yaka?

'Sam pat' guest: Yala! Saya kelua tadi jam 3 sampai sekarang pun blm ada olang datang cuci lagi. Ha! Pigi mana sudah itu olang?

Me: Adakah encik letak itu DND sign?

'Sam pat' guest: Saya ada letak itu itu itu ma.. (huh?)

Me: Itu please make up my bed sign ka?

'Sam pat' guest: HA! tapi tak ada olang datang pun! Ha! Saya kelua pun ada nampak itu olang cuci bilik punya ma. Kenapa tak ada cuci bilik saya? Kamu tau saya siapa ka? Saya itu BVC punya member lama sudah o! Kamu jangan main main sama saya o! (I don't give a damn though)

Me: Okay. Minta maaf encik. Saya akan call housekeeping suruh mereka bersihkan bilik encik sekarang. Saya akan call encik balik lepas seminit.

'Sam pat' guest: Mau saya tunggu seminit lagi a?! Saya suda tunggu lama lo. Saya mau mandi pun tak boleh lo c-kalang. Itu itu tuala pun tak ada olang tukar kasi saya. Ha! Saya mau guna apa lap o? Ei, saya dengan anak-anak saya pun belum mandi lagi o. Semalam saya call itu olang suru bawa tuala, itu bantal sama itu itu (asking the wife) 那个叫什么啊？(What is that called?) Ah! Itu BLANKET! -_-"

Me: Okay. Saya akan call-

'Sam pat guest: Lagi lagi! Jangan letak itu telepon dulu. Saya belum habis cakap lagi. Sama itu a, itu klau kita sudah itu checkin a, kalau kita sudah masuk itu bilik bukan ada buah makan punya ka. Ha! Kenapa c-kalang tak ada sudah? Mana sudah pigi itu buah? Itu olang cuci bilik suda culi makan a?! (wth?)

Me:..........

'Sam pat' guest: Nanti a, saya ada dua malam lagi di sini. Saya balik pigi itu KL saya misti akan complain sama itu HQ punya manager. Haiya, saya bagitau la. Kalau itu tak cukup olang cuci bilik a, suru kamu punya itu tauke VINCENT TAN panggil banyak plang lagi la. (ARGH....)

Me: Okay encik. Saya akan panggil orang cuci bilik encik sekarang-

'Sam pat' guest: Sama satu lagi. Jangan letak telepon dulu (-_-") Itu kamu punya servit itu macam punya a? Kamu tidak malu punya ka?! Sama itu pillow a. Aiyo! hitam butul o. Mau saya bawa pigi itu lobby kasih kamu tengok a? (Ms. Christine: 拿来啦! Bring here la) Okay. C-kalang a, saya mau pigi makan dulu. Lepas setengah jam kamu datang cuci. Saya masi boleh guna itu tuala lama punya, tak apa. Nanti lepas setengah jam kamu datang cuci bilik saya a! Sapa kamu punya itu manager?

Me: Siapa kami punya manager? (Looking at Ms. Christine. She looked so pek chek.) Ms. Christine.

'Sam pat' guest: Ms. Christine? Itu cina a?

Me:Ya ya. Yang itu cina.

'Sam pat' guest: Klau saya ada masalah, saya bole cali dia la.

Me: Ya. Jadi nanti lepas setengah jam saya suruh housekeeping pergi bersih bilik encik ya?

'Sam pat' guest: Lepas setengah jam a. Bawa sekali itu tuala, blanket, sama itu pillow. Mau besi punya ah.

Me: Okay encik. Lepas setengah jam.

'Sam pat' guest: Okay. Thank you. (And he hung up the phone.)

And that's how it went for almost 2o minutes because he was saying the same thing over and over again. And he was so rude that he had to cut my sentences MOST OF THE TIME! My manager also got pissed off because it was his fault because instead of putting the sign "PLEASE MAKE UP MY ROOM", he put "DND" sign! Even after one hour he left, the "DND" sign was still on. It's so obvious that it's his fault! Even after the conversation, Ms. Christine still went and talked to him personally for about an hour. My goodness!! He just wouldn't want to shut up. After that, my rooms division manager, Mr. Rizal called me in and asked to repeat the whole conversation. He was laughing at how fussy was the guest and I told him that honestly, I was glad that it happened to me because it's an experience for me. Mr Rizal said it's because I would have something to write on my report. -_-" Nah....

I couldn't believe that it's the resort's fault. So I went and looked for Yen Wei to ask whether she knew about this. "Even until four pm the DND sign was still on! We met the wife and she asked us to quickly clean her room because her husband was vbery furious." We knew that it's his fault but what to do? He's the guest and we're the service provider. "Customers are always right" They are misusing their rights! Apple 姐 said that he's 'CINA BUKIT' because he complained to her as well on the day he checked in. Saying that he wanted to have his room upgraded and bla bla bla. He thought he was the only BVC member of the resort. It's his problem and yet he wanted to make it such a big fuss. Like Mr. Rizal said "You're finishing your training soon and now only you are facing this kind of problem." Yea.. I agree.

Off Day

2009-08-13T16:55:00.003+08:00

Today is my off day and I'm here in the room helping Li Fah with the task given by Mr. Michael regarding the Ghost Festival. FYI, Li Fah is a student of UM and I met her on my first day of training. Pei San her ex-roomate had finishder her training and so Rosalind moved to stay with her. She had also finished her training and so I stay with her. To sum up everything, she has changed her roomate 3 times..poor thing. She'll only finish her training on the 23rd Oct. So long and even after we've finished ours, she'll still have to struggle and survive for another 45 days before leaving this island.

Had an hour of conversation with an old friend of mine just now, saying how happy she is with her life-partner-to-be. So happy for her that she's giving it a try. ;)

Everyone is sleeping and I have no idea what to do now...Shall I continue my story? I don't have any inspiration right now to continue. ;)

Ciao for now...

Where is your heart?

when I'm not around...

2009-08-08T19:53:00.004+08:00

To: you know who you are...

I'm so sorry that it happened.
It shocked me too.
But no matter what, life has to go on, right? :)
Things will be at it's right place when it's the right time.
Time will mend everything I guess.
Don't be so sad okay?
Will see you in 2 months time...

Okay...I am only away from the outside for a month plus and I am so outdated. I didn't even know what has happened until I read blogs and go FB. Oh no...It just S-C-A-R-E-S me. Don't know why all this happen. *sigh*

H1N1 has now spread to Sandakan and how am I supposed to go back by FLIGHT? Some of the schools are said to have closed down and one of them are in critical condition that they have to spray some kind of chemical around the school..OMG... This one S-C-A-R-E-S me too. I've been wondering how am I supposed to sit on a plane for 3 hours just to go back hometown.. ARGH!

Anyone?Willing to go with me while visiting my hometown?? :(
hehe.....

Four more weeks to go.....
28 days to suffer....
Then I'm done!

2009-08-05T21:50:00.007+08:00

Okay. Kitchen week has gone and FO (Front Office) week has come. It's the third day I'm in FO and I'm doing quite good. Just somehow I miss kitchen life. I miss the laughter and fun that I had with some of the chef. FO somehow is quite boring because it's quite empty in the office. I might bore to death someday.

Sometimes I really don't know how to spend my nights in the room. When I was working in Kitchen, the last 2 weeks I work night shift and the rest of them (Yen Wei, Yew, Henry, Eunice and Michelle) work morning shift. By the time I reach quarters, they slept already. So again, I spend the night looking at the four white tall walls and when I had enough looking at them, I'd sleep.

So the thing that I might do was to hear music and write stories. Yes, stories. I had been doing it since secondary school just that I never shared. I still remembered the story that I wrote about my friend and her idol. It's a homework given by my English teacher and it's only a more-than-350- words essay, but I ended up writing it til 10 pages. It's way tooooo long....

I chose to write story in my SPM because I was not good at writing facts and I couldn't guarantee that I could write til 350 words but yes when it's writing stories. Frankly, I have 3 stories in the queue for me to complete because I have promised my friends that I would write for them. But, all I need to say is I'm so sorry because it's the third year and I still haven't completed them. I just couldn't find a good storyline for it. Please bear with me alright? Your stories will someday reach your hands. I promise. *wink*

Anyway, Jie is not coming over to Redang because no one wants to come with her. Mum mentioned about coming over during school holidays but it's towards the end of my training and I'm going back as well so better don't waste the $ to come over to this so-called high class resort. Oops...

I have another thing to do as well and that is giving Henry piano theory lesson. He's so passionate about learning that he asked to teach him. So since I also have nothing to do, I agreed to teach him some and those that I remembered. Hehe.. I've forgotten some actually but still could recall back some.. ;)

Four more weeks to go and I'm done...
I'm so lonely...
Someone please save me...
It would be best if it's you who save me from loneliness...

Where Have All The Fairness and Justice Gone To?

2009-07-23T00:48:00.006+08:00

Guess what. Lots of things had happened here during our training. Conflicts and stuff. Don't wanna mention because they pissed me off. I wondered why do people always get mixed up with 'TRAINING' and 'WORKING'. They always take us as their 'WORKER' and not 'TRAINEE'. It's fine to ask us do some stuff because this is how we get to know how does things work BUT it's not their right to control us especially things that are out of their power.

These days they tend to say words that it's sore to our ears. Sometimes we couldn't resist our tears from dropping and all we could do was to tolerate, hold on and go through it. I know that "if we fall and couldn't get ourselves up, we are failure" but this is not the way to let us feel the pain. This is called doing it on purpose and taking things for granted because we are TRAINEES! FOC TRAINEES! Honestly, we thought to ourselves whether we really learnt something or we just helped them finished up their work.

We aren't their people so they look down on us. So we gotta show them that they are messing with the wrong group. Nah-ah. We'll do what is right and fight for what is wrong. It's not wrong for us to apply everything we've been taught right? We're all learning FYI and we're not here for them to release anger.They thought they could control us as if they were our superior. HELLO! Please, look in the mirror for one sec! We're just on the same line you asshole!

And to all those that have the same post as us, don't you dare think that you could get onto our head because you don't have the right!

Result has finally come out...

2009-07-14T19:55:00.004+08:00

Oh no...

Finally...

My result....

Has..

Come..

OUT!!

It's a nightmare to see it. We were all so freakin' scared about it. But it kinda disappoints me because it wasn't like what I expect although mum and dad always say "it's ok." I'm not trying to have a high requirement but just want to have a better result. I'm glad that I'm able to go through all this and continue to the next term. But what worries me for now is my other bunch of friends. Those that I spent time and effort teaching til late at night (even through MSN explaining) and accompanying them til the end. :)

Guys, hope you all could make it through. I don't expect much but just as long as you guys have made an effort then it's fine. *wink*

Bro, I know you wouldn't disappoint me. Like you said so. ;)

Off Day!!!

2009-07-14T11:13:00.006+08:00

Yup. It's my off day today and I'm borrowing Michelle's laptop and broadband to go online; update and read blogs, visit facebook. Yesterday was my first day at Beach Restaurant. The senior staff there were nice especially one. She taught me how to cook the soups and stuff. She even said she would teach me how to make sushi. OMG! But I've gotta wait til thursday because tomorrow is our orientation day. After 2 weeks of training, at last we are having our orientation day. Fyi, it's because the HR manager was out of town and he's just come back.

I had a croissant yesterday. The bakery abang gave it to me and it reminded me of Chef Karam's croissant. I miss it! :( Anyway, yesterday I was kinda early to work so I hung out at the Commissary Kitchen with Henry and his senior staff, Bella. (It's actually Saiful, but I don't have to explain more :P) So Bella was calling me "Amoi!" I was like "Don't I have a name for you to call?" He likes to change people's name. He used to call me SLICER! wth... So, we were talking and asking which staff was Spongebob, Patrick, Doraemon and Shin Chan. I was laughing like hell and in the end I knocked my head on the steel rack. Yea.. It's damn painful and I can still feel it's swollen til now. So paiseh and yet it's fun. :)

Jie, I manage to read New Moon more than half dy. Yay.. *wink*

I beg you, mosquitoes.

Do not thirst for my blood.

Find someone else..

It's 11:4oam and I haven't had anything yet.... Hmm...

Getting used to it... Rainy Days...

2009-07-12T23:30:00.006+08:00

It's the second week now. I've completed my training in Asian Kitchen. Let me see. I have obvious wounds on my hands and fingers. But still I think it's worth it as I experienced quite a lot of things. *wink* From tomorrow onwards I'll be having the 3-11pm shift for a week while there rest are working morning shift, which makes me going to work and coming back alone. Gotta get used to it though. :)

What will I be doing in Beach Restaurant tomorrow? Will they teach me how to cook and prepare Japanese food? Hmm... I hope I'll be ableto cope up with everything.... Everyday I'm going to work with fear. Fear of doing mistakes that shouldn't be done.

Sometimes my day rains so heavily that even I myself can't seem to stop it. Where are you when I need you? You never seem to come my way. It's disappointing enough. Who would somehow notice me when I'm lonesome? Who would somehow make me happy and liven up my days with laughters instead of sadness? I've tried. But nothing seems to work out well.

What can I do to make things better? What can I do to stop my rainy days? What can I do to mend myself? This unmendable heart of mine?

Heart,

It's been a hard time for you.

Sorry to make you suffer.

But don't worry.

Time will help us through.

Please don't give up on me

When I've not given up on you.

You're my only hope to survive.

And the only place I can confide in.

So please...

Stay.

I need you so badly...

Please come back...

:'(

How To Make My Life Not So L-I-F-E-L-E-S-S?

2009-07-10T16:46:00.003+08:00

Another working day has passed and it's time to enjoy! Yew's family (dad, mum and little brother) came over for a visit as she misses them so much. Aww.... So it's her off day today. How good. Jie, are you sure you are coming? :(

Anyway, me and the gang will be going for a swim later. (still wonder whether to go swimming or not) And after that his dad will bring us to Long Beach. Never been there so must appreciate this moment. *wink*

I'm actually waiting for the shutter bus to come and I guess I gotta sign out now.

Hate mosquitoes. They are thirst for my blood.

Bloody hell.

FINALLY!!!!

2009-07-09T22:38:00.016+08:00

OMG!! I'm back, everyone! After a week plus of torture here. I've got to say this that it's LIFELESS over here. Really LIFELESS! Everyday go to work, have meals then go back quarters, chit chat chit chat then oi oi. It's been like this since the first day we came here. Quarters is like far from the resort where you have to take shutter bus like an hour or 3o minutes earlier to resort which makes me waking up 2 hours early before work! Dammit.

I am currently working in kitchen and guess what? Being in the kitchen is making me so pek chek. Most of the nights, we would complainto one another. And I mean MOST of the nights. Our rest day is different, shift is different, department is different. Everything is DIFFERENT! The worst meal we ever had was just one hard-boiled egg and rice with curry sauce. (actually there were a few dishes there but we didn't like them.)

It's not the same like those of you in SHOOK, WESTIN, some more in HONG KONG and FRANCE. :P Don't ask me why did I choose here because I have no idea. -_-"

Friend managed to get a broadband for us so if we are free or it's our off day, we might borrow it from here because besides that, we have nothing else to do. Sad rite?

It's not the same like in Langkawi where you can see rows of restaurants as you walk out of the resort. You won't see ROWS of it but just on e or two where tou have to walk. We walked before and by the time you reach your destination, you were all sweaty... -_-"

Anyway, don't want to talk about it anymore before I'm going to explode.

You know what I can't wait for?

COMPLETING MY TRAINING!!!

Last Night Before Redang...

2009-06-28T02:43:00.023+08:00

Before leaving for Redang which is only 6 hours from now, I planned to have lunch with 大姐 at Sushi King because I still have 3 more free sushi. And at the same time she wanted the Twilight saga. So since I'm away for 3 months and before she cries over it, I lend her mine. Hear me? 3 FREE sushi! haha! Well, someone actually FFK me so I had to find someone to replace them. You know who you are... :P

Anyway, the most thing I wanted the most was....

THIS!!!!! Miss you.....

Then I had this set but I forgot the name of it. Something starts with K..

Forget it. Nevertheless, it's nice. :P

As I went home, I packed my stuff and I remembered the presents I had in JB.

Aren't they cute? They remind me of my childhood. Where my mum seldom allowed me to buy these stuff...

This one is from my brother, Gan Jia Ying... :)

As in she paid for the token...hehe.

I wanted to have the one with a pair of slippers inside.. So baby said she so-called sponsored me...

but then...

This was what I got....

But still...

it's CUTE!

This was my own token..

Bro said it suited me because it's time for me to change my coin purse..

-_-"

And this one...

Cute...Real Cute..

hehe..

Yea, I know. It's totally childish but it's valuable to me though.

They sponsored me okay....

Then I had dinner with Ryan, mama, baby, Jay and Ryan's JB friends. We went to Picadily for dinner at around 7 +. It was kinda jam though.

the gang....

baby and me... :)

mama and me.... :)

Ryan and me.... :)

*thanks for the dinner*

*wink*

Then after dinner, we headed for snooker as the guys wanted to play a few rounds. And we went. But as we reached there, mama, baby and Christine couldn't really stand the smoky place. So we headed downstairs for yamca and I knew it, so I bought a few magazines. Smart right? :P

But we waited for almost 2 hours. (I think) and in the end...

baby slept already... :P

Jay smoking,

Christine night dreaming... :)

So after that we headed for our next station. What they called as 'small genting' in Cheras. So there we went. According to mama, we could see the whole KL city there. So, I thought since I'd never been there, why not go for once? :P

So we went there and it wasn't as chilly as I thought. Normal though. But it's quite tiring. Damn the stairs man! By the time we reached the top, we were all gasping for air. -_-"

But I guess it's worth it..

Please forgive me that my phone camera is only 2.0 mega pixels.

Pic of all of us... :)

After that we headed to our next station: HOME. Mama and baby were tired that they both fell asleep in the car. Poor thing. :( but it's a nice trip for me though. Thank you so much... :)

Love you all....

*Muacks*

2 hours to sleep...

5 more hours to leave...

3 more months to be back...

I'm back!

2009-06-25T15:44:00.004+08:00

At last I get to update my blog. haha! Just got back to few hours ago from the airport. Our dear friend, Mr. Edwin Tong Hoo Sun has left for hong kong for a 3 -months training. Everyone of us will be missing him badly. :'( No Edwin around means no shissha and no more yamca. Is that consider good or bad? No comment. Anyway, wish him all the best, and take care..

I'll be leaving also for my 3-months training in redang with yen wei, yew, henry, michelle and eunice. Wow~ quite a number of them huh. Hope this time will be fun and everything'll be okay.

Wish all of us good luck..

I just got back from jb last wednesday and I'd really wanted to upload the pics we took but unfortunately most of them were not with me. :( So will have to wait. Guess that'll be the last post for the month.

Will see you guys after 3 months. I'll be missing each and everyone of you here and we'll meet again in 3 months time.

谢谢你们

给我的surprise。

我好喜欢那个

蛋糕还有玫瑰花。

那是我一生中第一次

收到的花。

谢谢你们

给我那么

好的回忆。

我一定不会

忘记你们

给我的快乐。

我一定

会很想念

你们

你们要好好

照顾自己哦

我们三个月后见吧。

爱死你们了。

祝我生日快乐：）

It's Father's Day!!!

2009-06-21T12:06:00.011+08:00

It's father's day today so yea..didn't get to celebrate it BUT we celebrated it earlier last month which was on the 1st of May. So, 大姐 and I don't have much to do. She's outside watching tv and I'm here updating my blog. So, it's so obvious that we don't have anything to do and I get so much free time updating my blog right?

Well, found some nice quotes for you, dad. And also daddy Sam..(hehe)

To a father growing old nothing is dearer than a daughter.

-Euripides-

Be kind to thy father, for when thou were young, who loved thee so fondly as he? He caught the first accents that fell from thy tongue, and joined in thy innocent glee.

-Margaret Courtney-

There's something like a line of gold thread running through a man's words when he talks to his daughter, and gradually over the years it gets to be long enough for you to pick up in your hands and weave into a cloth that feels like love itself.

-John Gregory Brown, Decorations in a Ruined Cemetery-

The greatest gift I ever had came from God, and I call him Dad!

-Anonymous-

It is a wise father that knows his own child.

-William Shakespeare-

I don't have anything to give but...

I promise to be good

I promise to study hard

I promise to make you proud

I promise to keep you happy

I promise to not to waste your $$$$ (hehe)

I promise to take care of myself..

Love you dad!

*Muacks!*

To all the dads out there.......

Sign off with love,

Celestine....

2 more days to go....

2009-06-20T17:38:00.022+08:00

okay....

no mood for chinese today...

haha!

anyway,

came back kota damansara yesterday

and everyone was so damn tired..

大姐 slept in the master bedroom,

二姐 slept in the medium bedroom,

and I?

well....

in the living room..

I only managed to sleep for about half an hour

(if i'm not mistaken)

then we discussed where to eat..

Chilli's, Pizza Hut, Sushi King (Again!), or Seoul Garden.

So 二姐 cut out some papers and wrote down

those names for me

to choose..

and....

the result is....

PIZZA HUT!!

which I don't really like to (hiakhiak)

so in the end,

we went to Seoul Garden. ;)

Reached there around 8-8.30.

it's damn jam, but nevermind...

We paid first before we could start digging in

and yea, we did..

vege, mushrooms and seaweeds for the soup...

forgot the name but I know it's chicken and lamb..

Fish meat and fish oil?Nah..forget about that..

All i know is that it's disgusting...*Bluek*

my sistas and me... :) I know...we don't look alike...

with my cousin brother this time...

enjoying our dinner... :P

So,around 10 i guess we finished eating

and we were so full

thought we would go after that,

but they bought a birthday cake for me!

Aww...how sweet...

That's me in front of the cake..haha!

Me blowing the candles....Of course it's after making my wish...

and of course it's a .......secret....*shhhh*

*wink*

When cutting the cake,

I notice a small little thing on top of the cake...

THIS!! Isn't it cute???

3 more days to go.....

2009-06-19T11:38:00.006+08:00

今天

有一点想用华语来写blog

不知道为什么

今天早上

肚子好痛

不会是昨晚吃妈妈之前

带来的食物吧

算了吧。。

今天大姐会载我回家

晚上会跟大姐，二姐还有表哥

去吃个晚餐。。

不懂会去哪里

该不会是去吃。。。。

日本餐吧！哈哈

二姐要回山大跟了

表哥说会觉得好寂寞

没人在煮晚饭了

星期四的晚上就这样过了。。。

好无聊。

家里打扫的好干净！

妈妈。。

你最近的开心事

我都替你开心

你要坚强哦。。

要对你自己有信心，

知道吗？

我们都会支持你的。。。

muah！

佩娴，你要开心哦。。。

：）

2009-06-18T15:40:00.008+08:00

本小姐今天很不开心。

不知道为什么，

也不知道为了什么。

我只知道。。。

我很想去个地方。。。

冷静一下。

一个能让我感觉到很舒服的地方。。。

这里好安静，好安静。。。

让本小姐觉得好寂寞。。。

开心的日子都过了。。。

又回到伤心的纪念。。。

难道。。。

这就是人们所说的。。。

命苦？

那么难走的路，

那么难过的日子，

那么难受的苦。。。

我还能走下去吗？

我到底还要等多久？

到底还要忍受多久？

为什么受伤的总是我？

难倒我真的没有资格拥有幸福吗？

2009-06-05T20:14:00.003+08:00

不要等别人对你微笑后才面露出笑容,

不要等到被爱了才懂得爱,

不要等到觉得寂寞才发现对方的重要,

不要等到拥有太多才懂得分享,

不要等到失去了才记得别人的忠告,

不要等到分开了才希望挽回,

不要等到没了才后悔,

好好珍惜现在身边拥有的人.

[wow...i'm improving...;)]

2009-06-03T15:36:00.008+08:00

Okay...

I gotta stop all the emo-ness

it bothers someone i know

and that someone actually
felt kinda frustrated and

kept asking me..

Well...

I'm fine at the moment

and thanks to you,

I feel much better now..

Thanks for your time

to listen to me..

;)

Mum is still here in KL til next sunday

and yea..stay at home for the whole week.

Thanks to Khy and Edwin for sending Peanut

to and from college..

omg..I really owe you guys a big one..

No Malaysian Studies class today and therefore

I have times to do my notes while waiting for

Edwin to finish his class...

Anyway, no more emo-ness

and let's get happy!

I'll update the pics tonight (if possible)

Ciao for now!

;)

Can someone tell me plz?

2009-05-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

What bothers me so much?
What disturbs me everytime when I'm alone?
What makes me so moody when it happens?
What causes me to be affected so much?

Why do I have to be like this all the time?
Why am I being treated this way?
Why should I lie?
Why has everything changed?

I have the answers...

In my heart...

It's up to me...

To search for it...

Where are you now?

2009-05-17T02:35:00.004+08:00

to: someone i know

I found out you were
having a really hard time
about everything;
college and personal life

Don't stress up and release
it by doing the wrong way.
It doesn't work that way..

Please do take care of yourself
Everything's going to work out well.
I might not be good at helping you,
however just to let you know
you'll always have your good friends
around you when you needed them.

I know you can do better though,
or maybe i just don't know you well..
but no matter what..
Good Luck..

Okay...here's the thing...
I seldom join their outings these few weeks
and when it's like week 6 of college,
then I realise something's on..

Looking at their stress and pissed-off face
makes my heart ache..
As a friend, when looking at these situations
really makes me sad..
What happened to those crazy friends
that share almost everything that I know?
Where have they gone to?

It makes me feel like a total loser
where I can't even do anything for them
All I can do is just sit at one side and watch...
Watch things mend by themselves.

There's nothing I can do but to listen
There's nothing I can do but to watch
There's nothing I can do but to keep myself
at one corner and cry.

Love you guys so much....
And I mean it...

Everything has changed...

It isn't going the way it was before...

Will everything go back to how it should be?

2009-05-14T21:39:00.003+08:00

OK!

Finally, the french song's over

And I mean O-V-E-R!

Not so satisfied with my assessment

Gonna get consultation

I don't C-A-R-E!

Went to college for dinner at restaurant

with Lisa and Yong Yee

Had grapefruit cocktail for starter,

Stewed lamb for main course and

pancake flambe for dessert

had a cup of tea while waiting for Henry..

I managed to try some of Ryan's hotdog bun

Not bad though..

Talked to brother and the rest before having dessert

Continuing HACCP assignment with Yen Wei

*sigh*

Til then....

what the %&@# is goin on here?!

2009-05-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

OMG, OMG, OMG...

Tomorrow is really a nervous day for us

(Me, Yen Wei, Dai Lou, Mummy, Mei Mei and Daddy)

It's FRENCH TIME!!

Yea..singing time...

Guess what's our song..

Le Coucou Du Titou by Titou Le Lapinou

(don't really know the meaning...)

What will our singing be?

My god...We can't even speak it fluently,

let alone singing a french song...

wth....

别再哭了

不值得

笑一笑吧爱情看透彻

2009-05-12T20:20:00.001+08:00

Not in the mood today

Don't know why

Sorry if I were moody

'Coz it's not my day

Just got back from college

After video recording our Malaysian Studies drama

Got so worried about my cheque

'Coz til today I just found out the cheque

hadn't reached (wth)

Yea, I know..

It's really wth

Anyway, I talked and found out what had actually happened

bla, bla, bla

and yea.. they misplaced and

eventually

they had my cheque.

And only today they settled the payment for me *hooh*

Had a little migraine today because

it's damn hot today..

Assessment's done and I'm a lil relaxed now

*Yeah!*

But assignment is piling up and it's week 6..

Four more weeks to go before training...

*sigh*

Y do i have to be the one who always tolerate

when I've not been tolerated?

Restaurant City...So 'seducive'

2009-05-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

I'm waiting for my next class

HS class...

And guess what?

Everyone's bz playing Restaurant City.

All I hear is "I want potato!"

"I want apple! And I'veasked for it since just now."

"I want strawberry!"

"I want bayleaf!"

etc..etc..

So that's the power of Restaurant City..

So possessing n seducing...

HAHA

2009-05-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

Yea.. I'm home til sunday..

And thanks to khy for giving me a lift..and Edwin also..

Sorry that Peanut always change plan....

It won't happen again...

So, me, lui and ying went for a movie after dinner at OU

Met lui's friend, Evon and her boyfriend

All I can say about this movie was

awesome

It's kinda good actually

Eventually throughout the movie

I was like 'wow' here and there

And lui and I covered our eyes on some part of the movie

(normal reaction, I guess)

Anyway, it ended at about 11pm and

we went straight home

Search the fridge and see

what we can have for lunch and dinner

haha (early preparation ok)

So we had out sales & marketing assessment

and guess what? we were given only an hour to do

and we ended up didn't have enough time

But, we managed to finish them up of course..

Hey, group 4 R-O-C-K-S okay! *winks*

So, we had PA today and everyone seems to be so

stressed up...Yea..I know why..

Everything is like pending...

We can't do anything unless they give us an answer

But we can do it...We make a great team right?

After that, we had meeting for the gathering for our junior..

*can't believe I'm a senior now*

We had to organise them and daddy Sam is the organiser *YAY*

And we discussed for the team in charge,bla, bla, bla

and done!

PA class finished early and then

balik kampung...

that's all for the night...

Good night everyone...

M-U-A-H!

I'm so d* tired...

I wanna have a good rest...

I really need one...

2009-05-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

In a perfect world

One we've never known

We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world

We'll create our own

I may not be brave or strong or smart

But some where in my secret heart

I know

Love will find a way

Any where we go

I'm home

If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I was so afraid

Now I realize

Love is never wrong

And so it never dies

There's a perfect world

Shining in your eyes

And if only they could feel it too

The happiness I feel with you

They'd know

Love will find a way

Any where we go we're home

If we are there together

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

If we are meant to be...

We'll never be apart...

If it's our fate to go through life together...

There's no way we could hide...

2009-05-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

I forgot to upload few pic to share with

during out serving yesterday..hehe.

anyway, we learned about fruit carving.

Its' about 7 kinds of fruit..Let me see..

mango, orange, apple, pineappple, kiwi,

honeydew and watermelon.

The plate that I did...Yea..it wasn't really nice but Ms Jasmine complimented

on my sliced apple.. ;)

The plates of fruits done bt Group 4..Yea baby! haha!

The plated fruits made by Chia Chia...Like the colour though...

Jay fell asleep during French class..Poor thing...haha..

And while having Malaysian Studies, Joshua was way too boring and this was what he did..

Cool huh? I dunno..but I think it's cool...He's a good artist...Yea..

Had dinner with Dai Lou and Patrick at Dai Lou's house...

We had 'pei dan sui gao' and maggie mee for dinner..Yea!

This is mine...haha!

See those dumplings?Big huh?

Thanks to you guys for preparing it..haha...well, i did the washing so it's a tie...ok?

Coz I had a bad day

2009-05-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

It's really a bad day for me..
I wasn't in my best mood today,
acc, eco, n applied tech with serving
from 2pm - 10.30pm...
yea..it's tiring..that's hotel management
rite now...

The lady today wasn't serving well
And she meant T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E
"It's really not our day," yea, I agreed with you

to:you know who...

I'm sorry to hear that from you.
It must be sad to know that it happened.
It'll be incomplete.
But no matter what, be strong..
I know you are.. ;)
Live life to the fullest.
love u...

A lot of things in my mind...
Need time to release my stress and worried.

Training coming soon...again..
Stress coming up...
Anyway, good luck..

I'm so emo...

Can someone cheer me up?

Just once?

2009-05-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

What should I write?
No idea....
Anyway...
It's a tiring day for me
And I mean T-I-R-I-N-G...

Just to share with you guys
of what just happened recently..
I had a friend who just broke up (no name mentioned..) with her boyfriend..
So she confided in me as she didn't know
if she was doing the right thing..
Letting go of him..

Well this was what I told her:
"My dear, let bygones be bygones.
There's no use for you to look back
when it's gone forever.
Sometimes you just have to listen to your heart.
Maybe he really isn't the one for you.
Okay. You guys are leaving each other..
So what?
Are you gonna kill yourself or
spend the rest of your life miserably?
Don't you think you're just being stupid?
You're torturing yourself.
And exhausting yourself.

Don't be sad because it's over...
but be happy because it happened..
The time you two spent together isn't long.
But this is not the matter of time..
But it's about the happiness and memories you've had..
Shouldn't you be grateful that you did spend time together?

The world is big, and your journey is still a long way to go..
You may not know, how many bees are waiting for you out there.. ;)
It may hurt, but mend it..
As long as you two know that you appreciate everything you've been through...

Remember, you still have your beloved family and crazy friends with you..
You still have us...

It seems that she understand whatever I've said..
Words are stronger than actions..I know..
But somehow, we just have to be mature because..
that's life...

Thanks for everything...

Thanks for going through with me...

You know who you are...

Happy Parents' Day~

2009-05-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

So...

As I'd mentioned, mum and dad were coming over on Friday, which was a Labour Day..

And, they were!

So, we three sisters (well actually it's their ideas) decided to celebrate

Mother's Day and Father's Day earlier

as we would not be with them on the two events.

So, when Jie went to fetch them from the airport,

Lui and I getting ready at home and wait for Jie's call.

While waiting, Lui helped me with my Malaysian Studies assignment

after we prepared our lunch..

And so,

mum and dad finally arrived with boxes of seafood and

"pei dan sui gao" (cool man. I miss those so much..)

So we waited for the right time to take the cake out..

And...

TADA!!! The mix fruit cake we bought..And see that? I made it ;)

They don't provide a "Happy Parents' Day" stick so yea..

I know it sucks..:(

Monica tai yi, dad and mum cutting the cake...

Lui with the stick I made..OMG.. she looks like...nurse? or maid?haha!

************
Okay..So...last Saturday, we went to watch Prom The Musical

and you know wat? It's fantastic.. I mean it's really good.

Way to go,cuz!

So we (all 5) went with Lui's friends, Li San and Tiffany, Ying Ying 哥哥,

tai yi's friends and sut QQ and family...

Justin 仔 trying to carry the chair..dear boy, are you strong enough?

This was the stage for the musical....

The poster for Prom The Musical.. The cast who actually made it through audition...

Amazing, really... They really did a great job.. The singing and acting..OMG..wonderful...

Family Day Ist Anniversary...

2009-05-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

It's Labour Day today

also family day

too bad we can't celebrate it

mummy has gone back to JB,

I have gone back to Damansara

and seems like no one's free..

Well, those were the days...

we spent time together at Times Square,

have lunch together, etc etc..

Anyway, Happy Family Day to

daddy Sam, mummy Geralyn, da jie Lisa,

er jie Yen Wei, dai lou Chung, sai lou Andrew,

and mei mei Celine...

Hope you guys never forget they times we spend together..... ;)

Anyway, went for karaoke with Lui and Ying..

We waited for almost an hour and Ying got pissed off...

So they gave us 3 free dishes and sing until 4am..

yea..from 10 pm to 4 am...

well of course we didn't sing til that late...

just til 2am..

We sang alot of songs; mandarin, cantonese, english and even malay..haha

Enjoy the time though...

Mum and Dad is coming over today

to watch Prom The Musical.

Yea..it's a production by my cousin, Zac...

(Is it called production? hehe...)

Anyway, gonna watch it tomorrow.

Hope it goes well smoothly...

;)

Crazy Time

2009-04-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Well...there's nothing much actually...

just have a few pics to share with... ;)

Anyway will let the pics do the talking then...

;)

Spot my luggage? Yea...Bosco had it hung along with the rest of the bags.

Anyone interested in buying? -_-"

We had a short meeting on our projects and guess what Jay and Joshua were doing?

Oh no....

Guess who were these two....hmm....

Poor Dai Lou.....Was it because the kuih talam is not sweet enough or wat? hehe..jk... :)

Okay.. This was the crazy time during training in Langkawi.. Poor Bosco...Dai Lou just wouldn't want to let him go...

Isn't this pretty? One of the demi chef carved this...

Isn't this amazing as well??

This was at the Black Sand Beach (Pantai Pasir Hitam). See our names there?

[Chung, Bosco, Celes, Ben]

2009-04-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

At college rite now...and yea...

waiting for the orientation nite to start...

so d*** tired...

for the whole week...

been so bz...

restaurant prac...

became the manager...wth..

everything so in a mess...

hate it..

anyway..it's O-V-E-R...

thank god...

seems like panda eyes has become

more and more obvious..

but..watever... ;)

my blog is so not updated..

no time...

time table is so packed wei...

don't even have time to do big business

in the toilet and mumum... :(

but thanks to my dear frens who've

been accompanying me in college..

going to classes together.. :)

and thanks to u too..

been filling up my time... :)

*************

I'm back!!

2009-03-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Hi there!!

Sorry guys for haven't been updating my blog...

Daddy Sam's been reminding me...

Well...finished my 10 weeks training

and am having my 3 weeks holiday

before the 4th term starts...

I'll update more as soon as I'm back to KL..

I've got loads to tell though..

2009-02-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

My Valentine....

If there were no words, no way to speak

I would still hear you
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life

I have been waiting for all you give to me
You've opened my eyes, and shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams I couldn't love you more

I will give you my heart until the end of

You're all I need my love my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

Cause all I need is you my valentine

Oh, you're all I need my love my valentine...

For you see, each day I love you more. Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

~Rosemonde Gerard~

Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.

Yea..I know I'm one day late...nevermind....

First Training...OMG!

2009-01-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

I'll be going for my 1st training and guess wher?

in langkawi with Dai Lou and other DC guy...

Gonna miss all my frens here.

I miss my old frens..(Sharon, Nicole, Amanda, Karin etc etc..)

For the 1st time after 18 years,

I'll be celebrating CNY..

ALONE...

Which means,

no $$$, no laughter, no gathering...

a little waste but no matter what,

there are other times.

So...

good luck my frens for those who are going for training.

See you in 3 months time..

Let me wish you in advance:

Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year gathering in 2007.. (miss those times...)

Bye 2008...Hi 2009!

2008-12-31T02:39:00.000+08:00

Two weeks of holidays and I did nothing much. Spent some time with my sis on Dongzhi and join Rosalie for Christmas celebration..I'm gonna show all pics that I haven't uploaded (so sorry that I haven't been updating my blog)... So basically, I'm gonna let them do the talking..

celebrate Raya at Amanda's house with my schoolmates :Lydia, Rani, me, Sharon, Faezah

Me and Amanda, the host.. :)

Mum doing stupid face expression...haha

Dad and second sis (Lui) making funny faces oso....

Dad planned this BBQ thing before I left. Somehow like farewell la....hehe

At Genting with the gang: (from left) Dai Lou, Henry, me and Jackie, photographer: Ryan

Justin 仔...Having breakfast with Sut QQ in Seremban...

Dinner prepared by me and jie on Dongzhi....

Justin 仔 inside a box..aww..so cute...just recovered from food poisoning..poor boy...

Rosalie, Justin 仔 and me at Starhill Gallery after dinner..Gonna miss you guys....

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HAPPY NEW YEAR

爱情。。。是什么？

2008-11-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

-Vanessa Williams -

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Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

-Anais Nin -

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Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

- Herman Hesse -

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When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.

- Oscar Wilde -

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It is better to suffer wrong than to do it, and happier to be sometimes cheated than not to trust.

- Samuel Johnson -

What should I trust?

What are F-R-I-E-N-D-S for?

2008-10-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

What are F-R-I-E-N-D-S for?

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"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out"

-Walter Winchell -

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"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else."

- Len Wein - Sent by Paulo Louro -

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"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

- Sent by Donna Roberts -

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"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."

- Sent by Lysha -

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"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Walk beside me and be my friend."

- Albert Camus (also attributed to Maimonidies). Sent by clovers -

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"A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more."

- Sent by Jasmine Fitzwilliam -

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A Friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway!!!"

- (sent by Heather Tallent) -

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I appreciate my friends so much...but.....somehow...I can't share with them....

watch movie,watch movie....what else??

2008-09-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

It's my 4th day of holiday and yet, watching movie has been my routine for these 4 days....Sharon is coming back either tommorow or Saturday and Nicole is going back to Miri this Sunday. Hopefully she can come back as early as tomorrow so that the three of us can go out again. It's been a while since our last outing. I really miss those time; laughing, gossiping, eating and so much more....one more...Karin is not coming back also....

Sharon was my first friend when i first enter the school and we've been best friend for about 12 years. She's the first person to talked to me and introduced herself. Since then, we would hang out together although there were times we fought over small matter (kids..what do you expect?);pretty and shy girl. Kinda fragilic type and she's too good and forgiving that sometimes, people around her would take her for granted....

We then met Nicole when we were in primary 6;smart girl, although sometimes she's quite demanding and what people say 'kia su'. But, that doesn't change our perpesctive about her. She's still a good friend that would help you no matter what. She may be secretive and sometimes we think she's hiding something from us, but that doesn't matter coz it's her choice to do that. And she has a reason for it.... :)

The three of us used to hang out together even in the school library. I still remembered we used to play around with the pillows and when we heard someone opened the door, we would quickly sit down and act innocent, doing our work..(naughty kids..haha)

There were times we quarrelled and we have tried after quarrelling, we didn't bother about each other for like weeks or months..that's kids. But now we are matured people, we think rationally and tolerate with one another of course.

We met Karin only when we were in secondary school. Another smart and polite girl. Sometimes nicole and i really didn't know how to communicate with her..U know, we both are like....yeah(you know what i mean).haha!! Karin is actually my second cousin and surprisingly,we get along well..hehe...

I really miss those times when we were in primary and secondary school....

"Friendship is the ribbon wrapped around every memory of the heart....Meeting is not necessary in order to be friends. We are friends because we share the same feelings of the heart.... Friendship is the gift given to the soul"

LOVE YOU ALL!!!MUACKS!!!

my official first day of holiday..guess how was it...

2008-09-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

I didn't go out today..Stay at home the whole day and watch 甜言密话 with my sister. It wasn't really that interesting but i watched just to pass the time. So yeah..had lunch after my mum came back from school, watch another episode and prepare dinner and started blogging. My blog is like 'dead' now...no way, i have to update some although it's nothing much.hehe...so, i guess that's all for today...Tata....

Term 2 has finally come to an END!!!

2008-09-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

Finally,term 2 has come to an end and now, term 3 will start after 2 weeks of holidays...A lot of things happened in term 2,however i still enjoyed my time with my bunch of beloved friends.Love them so much...Basically, it had been a tough exam for the whole last week. but i still enjoyed... It was a tough term as our schedule was full with lectures and practical classess. We even had new subjects like moral studies, food science, accounting and thinking skills. Some of them were boring (you know what i mean) and some were interesting though...Anyway, good luck in term 3! :)

"MEMORIES IN TERM 2...."

our housekeeping practice...

Mervyn's surprise birthday party....

Dinner a day before holiday starts....like a farewell though

"Thanks for all the good memories that you've given me through out this term 2. I really appreciate these moments. Although there were some ups and downs, but no matter what nothing's going to change our friendship...Love you guys.."

What would LIFE be without you? Nothing.....

2008-08-04T01:59:00.000+08:00

Friends are important to me,

and i can't afford to lose any of them..

Just like how i can't afford to lose any of my family...

I love them more than my own life..

I'm willing to sacrifice for them-

as long as they are happy...

This friendship is so precious,

that not even money can buy it,

not even diamonds can replace it...

Even if everything in the world changes,

but there's nothing that can change our friendship...

it won't get weaker,